i came across this in emma's blog.
it's so true :)
i suppose, it's reality, and what despite all those facebook " 100 ways to make a girl smile.. blah blah". this. is really what comes from the heart?
I don’t expect you to text me 24/7.
I don’t expect you to call me everyday.
I don’t expect you to ditch all your girl friends for me.
I don’t expect you to surprise me with roses.
I don’t expect you to always agree with what I say.
I don’t expect you to pay for everything.
I don’t expect you to go out of your way and buy all the things that I mention I wanted.
I don’t expect you to put me over your family.
I don’t expect you to brag about me to all your friends.
I don’t expect you to stop checking out other girls.
I don’t expect you to never mention a hot girl in front of me.
I don’t expect you to already know what I want.
I don’t expect you to never be mad at me.
I just expect you to know your boundaries,
to trust me,
to give me my space
to never take me for granted,
& to always be real with me.
i don't want to study.
not that i've been studying much.
blah.
i can't wait for the holidays.
i really can't.
and i swear, to actually have a plan for uni next semester - FROM DAY ONE.
it's worse than HSC NOW. @____@"
now i finally understand what jeff says.
anyway dad's finally back. - not exactly 'finally' - but yeah.
and the beiber fever, is apparently OVER.
- according to mx =P
and yeah so i changed my wallpaper =P
i think it's cute :)
ANYWAY. BLAH. i'm so screwed for bio next week it's not funny - and all the other subjects are like "start studying now" - oh yeah. like there's time.
i'm seriously wondering if i'll get a credit average this semester T_____T" please :(
so many things to do aside from study too.
i need to swap phones back !! SIMONE LUK!
Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber (ft. Sean Kingston)
it's getting really cold now..
but the breeze was really nice when i was wrapped in my warm coat yesterday.
it sucks atm though, cause my fingers are freezing..
i hate it when my hands are cold...
so i attempted to warm them with a cup of hot chocolate this morning - which failed.
and a cup of chicken and sweet corn soup when i got home - which failed even more.
i remember having piano exams in may, and my teacher told me to keep my hands warm or it'll inhibit performance.. so i had to keep rubbing my hands and keep practicing on the electric piano in the other room.. how nerve racking.
i came home today, to realise i've lost one of my keys - again. not the same one. but i've lost one; along with it's key holder of course.
sigh. yet again.
current craving: a mcdonalds meal. maybe.
Gossip Girl - obviously means i'm procrastinating.. Blair's such a bitch; and more than before.
for once, really, i realise how much of a great boyfriend Chuck could actually be, despite how much I said I would never actually want a boyfriend like Chuck - until I suppose the small things he's done for Blair are evident?
but i suppose it's always the small things that count and matter.
Nate however is still <3 :)
Though it's all such a mess, those love issues are aside now; and i suppose family's the topic. Life lesson?
now i'm starting to ponder about going to the bhs thing tomorrow.
